Kinda feeling bad now... Communications, though important, has been bad... Almost not talking much recently... This is the third year... The worst year from my prediction... Itz like if we can survive the third year, everything will be fine... I'm sure we can survive... I mean I still miss her, I know I still love her... But being in each other's life is so important too... I'm stressed up and busy this sem, she's tired with work and other stuff... Are these just excuses... And I thought I saw a blog post here a while back and now it's gone... I wonder why... There are times out of the busy-ness of life that one will slow down and wonder... I think wondering is bad when you can simply ask...