Thursday, July 10, 2003
Juz came home from stadium field marking... Was quite frustrated juz now... Seems like my big ego is telling me I'm made for better things than do silly marking... waste of my time trying to explain wat I wanna do... feeling so helpless... I KNOW WAT TO DO!!! juz stop telling me this n that!!! rank + age doesn't = wisdom!!! maybe I should juz sit back n act blur like most of my peers... den I can let my brain sit n rot while the inefficiency of the rest does e work... (y need ta be so visual??? cannot think with that bit of imagination!!!)
*sometimes I juz wonder y I din get to OCS??? maybe itz cos of my working style... individualistic, n can't work as a team, so can't lead lorz... conclusion: my fault...*
Anyway, I'm feeling better now... in fact, I think I need to review my tolerance for others n humility...
After cooking for nic tt night, realised tt I might as well go back to my old method of stress relief --- Cooking! I muz admit tt e food I cook is not exactly nice but itz still edible (at least to me lah)... wondering if I'm gonna cook tonight... juz bought some spaghetti, tomato paste n some cooked mussels... Italiano dinner anyone who's daring enuff??? (not my 1st time cooking spaghetti but itz e 1st time I'm using mussels so I wonder how it'll turn out) =p well I bought some cuttlefish balls n a can of potato chowder to act as back up so I wun be going hungry even if dinner turns out disasterous...
*aniwae my sis promised me durian puffs tonight so...*
Anyway, I'm gonna haf to go for my driving lesson 1st (gd thing I got my excuse from e tarp marking tonight)... This is gonna be my 4th lesson (2nd with Mr Chua) and my test is on 7th August!!! (wonder if I'll get enuff training be4 e real thing) maybe I can drive on NDP??? hehe...
Will be driving e L/R tom from camp to Paya Lebar... a torturous 1 hr journey... on e long straight expressway... going at 40+km/hr like a snail... hope I dun fall asleep... Worse thing is I haf to drive back to camp after tt!!! Gosh...
**oops! forgot to include my recent craving for preserved stuff, n am currently eating some preserved mango =p**
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*sometimes I juz wonder y I din get to OCS??? maybe itz cos of my working style... individualistic, n can't work as a team, so can't lead lorz... conclusion: my fault...*
Anyway, I'm feeling better now... in fact, I think I need to review my tolerance for others n humility...
After cooking for nic tt night, realised tt I might as well go back to my old method of stress relief --- Cooking! I muz admit tt e food I cook is not exactly nice but itz still edible (at least to me lah)... wondering if I'm gonna cook tonight... juz bought some spaghetti, tomato paste n some cooked mussels... Italiano dinner anyone who's daring enuff??? (not my 1st time cooking spaghetti but itz e 1st time I'm using mussels so I wonder how it'll turn out) =p well I bought some cuttlefish balls n a can of potato chowder to act as back up so I wun be going hungry even if dinner turns out disasterous...
*aniwae my sis promised me durian puffs tonight so...*
Anyway, I'm gonna haf to go for my driving lesson 1st (gd thing I got my excuse from e tarp marking tonight)... This is gonna be my 4th lesson (2nd with Mr Chua) and my test is on 7th August!!! (wonder if I'll get enuff training be4 e real thing) maybe I can drive on NDP??? hehe...
Will be driving e L/R tom from camp to Paya Lebar... a torturous 1 hr journey... on e long straight expressway... going at 40+km/hr like a snail... hope I dun fall asleep... Worse thing is I haf to drive back to camp after tt!!! Gosh...
**oops! forgot to include my recent craving for preserved stuff, n am currently eating some preserved mango =p**